"Fragments
From a Diary"
by Wallace Shawn
Check out playwright/actor Wallace
Shawn's new piece "Fragments From a Diary" in the March 31 Nation
magazine. http://www.thenation.com/doc.mhtml?i=20030331&s=shawn
"...We can't fully understand it.
But it's clear that Bush and his group are in the grip of something.
They're very far gone. Their narcissism and sense of omnipotence
goes way beyond self-confidence, reaching the point that they're
impervious to the disgust they provoke in others, or even oblivious
to it. They've made very clear to the people of the world that
they value American interests more than the world's interests
and American profits more than the world's physical health, and
yet they cheerfully expect the people of the world to accept their
leadership in the matter of Iraq. They're so unshakable in their
belief that everyone will like them that they happily summoned
the world, a year ago, to observe what they'd done to the people
they'd taken as prisoners, proudly exhibiting them on their knees
in cages, under a ferocious sun, with their faces hooded and their
bodies in chains. In other words, the only thing you can really
say about them is that like all of those who for fifty years have
sat in offices in Washington and dreamed of killing millions of
enemies with nuclear weapons and chemical weapons and biological
weapons, these people are sick. They have an illness. And it's
getting to the point where there may be no cure.
"Meanwhile, I read my New York Times,
and it's all very calm. The people who write there seem to have
a need to believe that their government, while sometimes wrong,
of course, is not utterly insane, and must at least be trusted
to raise the right questions. These writers just can't bear the
thought of being completely alienated from the center of their
society, their own government. Thus, although they themselves
would have considered a 'pre-emptive' invasion of Iraq two years
ago to be absurd and crazy, they now take the idea seriously and
weigh its merits respectfully and worry gravely about the danger
posed by Iraq, even though Iraq is in no way more dangerous than
it was two years ago, and in every possible way it is less dangerous."
This
piece can be found on THE NATION's web site: http://www.thenation.com/doc.mhtml?i=20011203&s=shawn
Wallace
Shawn is a playwright and actor.
THE
NATION MAGAZINE
December 3, 2001
The
Foreign Policy Therapist
by WALLACE SHAWN
To:
The Foreign Policy Therapist
From: The United States of America
Date: November 12, 2001
Dear
Foreign Policy Therapist,
I
don't know what to do. I want to be safe. I want safety. But I
have a terrible problem: It all began several weeks ago when I
lost several thousand loved ones to a horrible terrorist crime.
I feel an overwhelming need to apprehend and punish those who
committed this unbearably cruel act, but they designed their crime
in such a diabolical fashion that I cannot do so, because they
arranged to be killed themselves while committing the crime, and
they are now all dead. I feel in my heart that none of these men,
however, could possibly have planned this crime themselves and
that another man, who is living in a cave in Afghanistan, must
surely have done so. At any rate I know that some people he knows
knew some of the people who committed the crime and possibly gave
them some money. I feel an overwhelming need to kill this man
in the cave, but the location of the cave is unknown to me, and
so it's impossible to find him. He's been allowed to stay in the
cave, however, by the fanatical rulers of the country where the
cave is, Afghanistan, so I feel an overwhelming need to kill those
rulers. As they've moved from place to place, though, I haven't
found them, but I've succeeded in finding and killing many young
soldiers who guarded them and shepherds who lived near them. Nonetheless,
I do not feel any of the expected "closure," and in fact I'm becoming
increasingly depressed and am obsessed with nameless fears. Can
you help me?
To:
The United States of America
From: The Foreign Policy Therapist
Dear
United States,
In
psychological circles, we call your problem "denial." You cannot
face your real problem, so you deny that it exists and create
instead a different problem that you try to solve. Meanwhile,
the real problem, denied and ignored, becomes more and more serious.
In your case, your real problem is simply the way that millions
and millions of people around the world feel about you.
Who
are these people? They share the world with you--one single world,
which works as a unified mechanism. These people are the ones
for whom the mechanism's current way of working--call it the status
quo--offers a life of anguish and servitude. They're well aware
that this status quo, which for them is a prison, is for you (or
for the privileged among you), on the contrary, so close to a
paradise that you will never allow their life to change. These
millions of people are in many cases uneducated--to you they seem
unsophisticated--and yet they still somehow know that you have
played an enormous role in keeping this status quo in place. And
so they know you as the enemy. They feel they have to fight you.
Some of them hate you. And some will gladly die in order to hurt
you--in order to stop you.
They
know where the fruits of the planet, the oil and the spices, are
going. And when your actions cause grief in some new corner of
the world, they know about it. And when you kill people who are
poor and desperate, no matter what explanation you give for what
you've done, their anger against you grows. You can't kill all
these millions of people, but almost any one of them, in some
way, some place, or some degree, can cause damage to you.
But
here's a strange fact about these people whom you consider unsophisticated:
Most of the situations in the world in which they perceive "injustice"
are actually ones in which you yourself would see injustice if
you yourself weren't deeply involved. Even though they may dress
differently and live differently, their standards of justice seem
oddly similar to yours.
Your
problem, ultimately, can only be solved over decades, through
a radical readjustment of the way you think and behave. If the
denial persists, you are sure to continue killing more poor and
desperate people, causing the hatred against you to grow, until
at a certain point there will be no hope for you. But it's not
too late. Yes, there are some among your current enemies who can
no longer be reached by reason. Yes, there are some who are crazy.
But most are not. Most people are not insane. If you do change,
it is inevitable that over time people will know that you have
changed, and their feeling about you will also change, and the
safety you seek will become a possibility.